its very funny.. it feels like your funny bone no longer exists.. jokes are just memories.. the garden, the coffee, the egg are all memories.. memories that can never dissolve.. memories that you would not want to vanish.. the cell phone is no longer working overtime.. the eyes are no longer peeping.. i feel i am stranded.. i feel like a tiny thing put among those million others waiting to tear me apart..
how good was life without a change.. how good was it??? everyday was a moment to savor.. staying back in office is longer fun.. i am so frightened..
i am scared to walk into the food court..
i am scared to look at my mobile..
i am scared to peep into the VOIP phone..
i am scared to put my hand into my bag..
i am scared to switch on the TV..
i am scared to drive my car..
i am scared to switch on the radio..
i am scared that any of these might just open the lacrimal glands.. i am scared that i might miss all these in a few days..
but i like being scared.. cause every that scares me reminds me of something else..
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